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Unfathomable
Miscellany
Lilly Perkins
That Girl
I'm that girl.
I'm the girl who can tell you a good dirty joke without blushing. I'm not intimidated by your direct eye contact, instead, I stare back with a playful grin and silently dare you to look away. I'm the girl who swears like a sailor, peppering any conversation with perfectly timed expletives and vulgarities.
I'm the girl who always has a twinkle in my eye, the girl who throws my head back and laughs loudly while we're conversing. I'll flirt shamelessly with you; enjoying not only receiving your attention but giving my attention to you as well.
I'm the girl who actually enjoys sex and will do the things those other girls were too embarrassed to do. I'm the girl who wants to do those things fro you, with you, to you.
I want you to think I'm sexy. And I want you to believe that I'm being sexy for you. None of this is a show. It's simply who I am. I'm that girl.
I'm adventurous. I'm spontaneous, sexy, bold, intelligent and confident. I'm outspoken and a little bit dangerous.
I'm the girl you talk about with your friends, the girl you always want to meet when you go out, the girl you *think* you want, the girl you believe would be a perfect match for you.
But really? I'm just the girl you want to FUCK. Whether you realize it or not (and I don't believe you do), the first moment you laid eyes on me you labeled me a slut. You judged me by the clothes I wore, the way I walked, and nothing I can do or say can make you change your mind.
Now, that quiet girl in the corner...the one with the cute smile who blushes when you talk to her, the girl who gets shy and looks away when you look at her? She's the one you really want. Did you know she makes the bed every morning and never goes to bed with dishes in the sink? She bakes cookies from scratch and she owns a sewing machine. She'll take care of you. She's comfortable. She'll raise the children to be respectable people.
I know you've already judged me, but I think it's work mentioning anyway: My cooking? It's second to none. I've recently taken up knitting, and I'm currently reading Homer's The Odyssey. My kids? They're on the honor roll at school and say "please" and "thank you" and even finish their chores without too much reminding.
You still think you know me? You haven't even a clue. To you, I'll always be that girl.