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Poetry

Duane Esposito
Diminish

Your smell reminds

me of the smell of

a palm wrapped in gauze,

the recovery you taught me,

& my own bottomless

history absent of reprisal.

Though memory recalls attention

to lips & the harshest of winters,

a smile in one dream widens another.

You are my air in any climate,

any terror, any time, & any

voice depends upon future.

You are the blast of light when something

remembered suddenly diminishes--

perhaps it was despair.

Perhaps it was you,

in size zero jeans standing

beside a tomb, uncertain.

Perhaps it was a dying tree

in a narrow park divided by sun,

strewn brains, & a hidden, small caliber gun.

Perhaps these things, once

remembered, now diminish

as Fall's no longer the chilly season,

& time's decay reflects the trees.

Is this clarity or distance,

& what's the difference?

As we get nearer to our wounds,

there's hardly room enough to know.

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