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Poetry
Lilly Perkins

Careful

careful.

you let your guard down for just a moment

did you catch...

                       ...a glimpse of what i see?

did you allow yourself to consider

what might be?

   or is it too late, are you too blind...

                    ...or are my eyes simply open too wide...

unlock your mask and take it off.     i can see through it anyway.

you're {i'm} fooling yourself {myself}

your eyes say "I want"

your mouth says "I can't"

            {won't}

and so

we continue

playing the game of not playing games

and i fold myself

into the shape you want me to be

hiding to avoid the inevitable fall

waiting for me below

*

hoping you might

  somehow

     take the time

        feel the high

             be alive

        change your mind

             stay the night

perhaps decide

to take a chance on me.

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