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Poetry
Charley Allen

Blues Kind of Love

There is love
and then, there is love.

See, it's like this: there's a kiss
and then there's a "rubber-legged, can't come up for air, think I just might drown in her" kind of kiss,

there's a smile
and then there's a
"sweet jesus I better be repenting tonight lord because I'm gonna need it with a look like that, a cold shower and an hour of prayer and good lord please forgive me now cause the things she's saying with those big green eyes are gonna send me straight to hell and I don't even mind"
kind of smile

there's a touch
and then there's a
"fire in my skin goes right up from the palm of my hand and if her fingertip lingers for longer than five seconds I think I just might burst into flames right here and ain't nothing in this world can do a damn thing about it"
kind of touch

there's a laugh
and then there's a
"god in heaven no angel ever sounded this pretty, not old Coltrane or Bessie or Billie--ain't a one of 'em that's got a not on this girl"
kind of laugh.

See, there's love
and then there's a
"gonna throw myself right off the side of the world, rip out my heart and feed it to that old mangy railroad dog, gonna die right here and now if I ever so much as make this baby girl cry"
kind of love.

There's love
and then there's a
"sprinklin' dirt in my coffee, drinking words over water, living on laughs and soft whispers and my ribs still not gonna show cause ain't a thing so sweet as what she's feeding me"
kind of love.

See, man it's like this--
there's love
and then, there is love.

This poem appeared in Notations literary magazine, Murray State University, 2003.
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